makeup makes me down

ive never been one to wear a lot of makeup. i like my "natural" look and i feel as if it makes my skin look healthier and feel healthier. today i wore it for the first time in ages and all day i kept wanting to rub my eyes but i had to remind myself - eyeshadow, mascara = raccoon eyes = bad. naturally i never wear makeup around my boyfriend, except the first night i met him and formal and yet i felt as if wearing it home would prove to my parentals that im not a complete bum at school. dont know if it worked either though because i drove 4 hours home in the darkness of my car and arrived at my destination at 10ish looking tired as all get out. now dont get my wrong - makeup does make a person look more professional at a job and looks nice at a formal but for everyday use... well its just not for me.

.SMP.


here's something for those people who do enjoy doing their makeup on a regular basis.